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Remember...

May 20, 2009, 1:33:14 PM by ~DontAskMeHow2Love
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / Teen / Free Verse

Remember the time long ago
When you sat on my lap at lunch
Nothing was awkward between us
And you claimed to be straight
But that all changed, remember...

Remember when everything changed
I told you my secret
You took some time to think things through
You made your choice
And our first kiss, remember...

Remember our first kiss
the school bathroom
So romantic
I couldn't stop smiling
Till it ended, remember...

Remember when it ended
The three times you ended it
It was only allowed to be two
But I'm to stupid
To listen, remember...

Remember when I didn't listen
And when I changed
I wish I had listened
I wish I could change back
To who I was, remember...

Remember who I was
Not who I am now
But the silly girl
With the shining blue eyes
The girl you loved, remember...

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the one that I let into my heart for the first time in my life.
The same heart I have protected from pain since I was young
never allowing any one close to me
not even my family
until I saw her and her smile is with another man.
I dropped my guard when I spent time with her,
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being with her I soon felt an emotion
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Dear Jessie... Read Artist's Comments First Please....

Dear Jessie,
Estoy escribiendo esto porque quiero que entender y saber somethings. Lo escribí en español, porque yo quería saber si te importa lo suficiente como para tomar el tiempo para averiguar lo que se dice. Y si estás leyendo esto, entonces ni la atención o simplemente por curiosidad. No me importa que, sólo la atención que usted lee si. Si usted quiere hablar o tiene alguna pregunta cuando haya terminado la lectura, bien sabes mi número. Ok ... entonces ...

&nbDear Jessie... by ~DontAskMeHow2Love

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And misery
So I say

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Don't fall
I tell myself
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Want to be
Hurt again
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I tripped

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Don't fall
I tell myself
Again and again

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Called love

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I tell myself
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Nov 26, 2010, 7:28:49 PM by ~DontAskMeHow2Love
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Mood: Passionate
Listening to: Raise Your Glass- P!nk
Reading: Labyrinth
Playing: Sims3
Eating: Tomatoes
Drinking: RootBeer

Hmmm so I haven't really put anything on here in awhile. But I'm hoping to change that. Usually during school is when I'm most creative, must be due to the complete boredom that inhabitants like a thick cloud around my head. I don't know. But then again who knows what know a days. But yeah anyway, school.

I'm kinda glad it started but then again I'm not glad. I get to see my wonderful girlfriend, Malia, everyday. But then again I have to see two of my ex's, who I regret dating, Kelsey and Jess. I wish I had just stayed friends with Jess. And Kelsey? Well, I just regret meeting Kelsey. But then again, maybe I don't regret it? By dating Kelsey I realized that people really do suck and females are nuts and are exactly the same as guys only girls don't have a penis (obviously). But by dating Kelsey I realized my true feelings for Malia so maybe I should thank Kelsey.....but then again why should I thank her? She hurt me so badly and I hurt her just the same but that's in the past and it doesn't matter so I don't really know why I'm saying this on deviantart but I guess I just need to let it out. Hmmmmm I really don't know.

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....you know when you love someone...when just their smile makes your day....when it hurts so badly to see them happy with someone else.....when you cry yourself to sleep over them.....when the only thing that gets you through the day is knowing that they are happy.....when you think of them constantly.....when you tell them that you're okay and glad to be alive but inside your head you scream 'I'd rather be dead because I don't have you'....when they hurt you so many times and make you cry too many tears but still stay in your heart....that's how you know you're in love with someone who doesn't love you....

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